I have settled into a routine with radiotherapy, now done 11 of 28 sessions. I walk to the hospital (20 minutes each way, so manage to do at least some of my daily exercise quota), don a mask upon arrival, descend into the bowels of the hospital, the reception knows me by sight now, wait to get called in - which is usually quite quick - lie on the uncomfortable trolley, wiggle up, wiggle down, wiggle left, till I get aligned - they use light beams to get my position right. Its a bit like being stretched out on a rack, I can't get over the medieval analogy, but at least no one is throwing things at me. Oh wait, they're throwing radiation. Anyway, I have to lie absolutely still for 3 rotations of the machine, the first is a CT scan to fine tune alignment, then the wings spread out (see pic from previous post) the bed elevates so I cant jump off, and two more rotations while the machine zaps me. I imagine being in a solarium, its not that much different really. All done, I can move again. Takes about 10-15 minutes. And it only costs me 50 bucks (out of pocket) per session, well worth it I think. I can certainly think of a lot worse things to spend 50 bucks on (ha ha see later)
Apart from throwing up the first time, I haven't had any issues. I take odansetron (anti nauseant) an hour beforehand and life is good. My energy is better, my pain is better, my digestion is better, my fatigue is better. Maybe I should go back to work? LOL. I really do wonder if all those symptoms I was attributing to the cancer were actually due to the chemotherapy. I suppose we shall see in time. For now I'm just counting my blessings.
I decided I should celebrate Christmas this year. Realistically, it may be my last one so why be a gringe? Anyway, I bought a tree via mail order, arrived today, oh dear, it wasnt quite what the pictures showed, (yes I was ripped off, never mind, interesting what becomes unimportant when you know you are dying, scammers gotta make a living too I suppose. But clearly, I should have gone to Kmart like a normal person)
I did my best to decorate it. Overall not too bad I think. I will spend the next few days decorating the house to make it a little bit more ...festive. Ho Ho Ho.
Nice earrings Doedre


Your Xmas tree is gorgeous and Doedre is wondering where these earrings have been all her life??!!
ReplyDeleteOMG you make me laugh and cry with every post. Your Christmas tree is lovely - I almost got caught out with the buying online this year but I managed to cancel the purchase and thank goodness the cancellation went through - tricky buggers those sellers ;)
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